where to start...
life happens, choices are made and before you know it, a lot of time has passed. in the linear sense, as truly living follows a wavy or spiral pattern, mimicking nature.
there were outside forces, you know the whole world sort of shutting down that changed us all. this shifted my perspective too, in perhaps more ways than i'd invited.
liam was growing up quickly and i felt an intense need to savor this time, to protect it, to honor it, to be less busy, less huried. to be present, fully.
my best friend, my mom, had some health issues arise during this time as well. it rocked my world. she was the foundation, my stabilizer ... and i'd always envisioned her as immortal. she has since eased out of this physical realm and into an unknown realm.
although it's been almost 8 months, time feels different. more appreciated, savored, my senses more acutely aware, colors more vivid, every sound a vibratory symphony.
for months, i'd lived in a hazy, dream-like state. i suppose this is God's way of easing this transitory loss. only now has this eased into a child-like celebratory daily elation with life. with all the things that light my heart afire. there is so much beauty in everyday moments, and in my innate passions.
she loved art, fashion, beauty, order and harmony, gardening and growing english roses; and her beloved crown jewel-family.
her essence lives on in me and this blog, incorporating all that she gave me infused with my own discoveries, interests, and passions.
all heightened in appreciation for all that is, an energetic love for life. in a wavy way.
i hope you will enjoy this new journey with me-
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